At long last

well if it wasn't for spidude then this would not be happening. for some unknown reason this blogging nonsense had me most kerfuffled. could not for the life of me get it set up. *sigh*
but now it has been done and i have been given instructions as to how to make the silly thing work. i guess u techie ppl are good for something aye spi? :P

seriously tho thanks a ton love.

well n e hoos this is like my first entry...yes the first one was actually spi pretending to be me...the utter audacity of it all i tell u...lolol.

well we'll see how long this keeps up..

like the name tho spi....had a suspicious feeling u were gonna do something like that. LOL.


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so a little while later and now i am just pissed. NEVER has that word has such significance to me. i mean was that outburst really called for? was it?i cannot for the love of God understand what is wrong with that man...the whole thing is just so ridiculous...i can see this is gonna be really interesting...

then again...it's almost the start of a New Year and i promised myself i was gonna go into this with a good mind and an open heart...and to avoid certain things...so i better come correct where this is concerned.

there are ants in my office...where de france dem come from now? stupse. blast it.

he has the right idea..at first i thought he was going off with the whole don't date thing. but he has some very valid points. i mean why expose urself to ppl who are bound to hurt u...and u can tell these things from the start sometimes but still like an idiot u go and put urself in it....yes why expose urself when u can enjoy urself now with good friends and then when the time comes for the right person u indulge then?

melodramatic? yes i am. lol.

i got some issues out of this world....