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So flights to New York are around $1700 and up. At least that is what I managed to determine from the two harried phones calls I managed to get in today when I was at work. I'm sorry right but no way in hell am I paying that amount of money for a ticket to NY. That's the amount of money I paid for my ticket to London the last time I went and NY is soooo much closer than London. Jason and Barrie are killing themselves with laughter that I haven't booked a flight as yet but come on man I cannot afford such exorbitant plane fare. Now normally I know there are specials that do come up for as low as 800 bucks for a ticket so I'll just wait to see if I can get one of those….if not the next cheapest fare is mine. And IF I can't find one lower that 1700 I will not be going ANYWHERE for my vacation. What these ppl really feel it is tho!

Unfortunately Kimme won’t be there when I plan to be there so that's 3 weeks of BFQT (best friend quality time) lost there.  Needless to say we're a little bummed about it but we still have the whole month of June before that. (y)

My ear finally healed. Well it's been healed about a month now actually. Let me tell you tho…I am so glad I don't have growing flesh. For a moment there I thought my ear was gonna develop one of those "plum" things and I was horrified. A so called friend of mine who had encouraged me to do it when the idea popped into my head, said to me this was God's Way of punishing me for being so delinquent.

Needless to say I shoved him in the wharf. Fraud.

The point is it has healed!  Funny thing tho….there wasn't a total uproar at home when the parentals found out. When my mom saw it she just went really quiet and asked me why I did it. My lame "I just wanted to." ….didn't even cut it not even to me. Just the expression of utter sadness and disappointment on her face was enuff to make me contemplate taking it out. I HATE to hurt my mother hear? She asked me to please let the be the last one 


I really dunno when Daddy saw it since we weren't exactly on speaking terms for the first 3 months of the year. What a way to start the year huh? Last month the silence broke and he asked me how come I did it. I explained myself and he said "Well ok then." And that was that.

To be honest I was expecting him to tell me to leff the house. Go figure. They blow up when y ou don't expect them to and are relatively calm when you expect them to yell at you. I'm not sure I can handle anymore surprises.


On to the matter of respect…..co workers are a trip hear? When the boss is there they do things so fast but the minute they leave and YOU need something from them they move like molasses. And the attitude they give you simply cus you interrupt their msn chats or their chat room convo or their web surfing is phenomenal!! I mean gimme a break ppl! I am not trying to be a pain I just want to get the work done so that when the boss comes back in all his stuff is done! Is that TOO much to ask??

And finally…..friends who do a load of crap and expect you to take it. That foolishness gotta stop. I actually just typed out the whole situation but it took me so long to type it that I got bored so I figure y'all wud get bored reading the whole situation. Know what that means? It's really not that important so leff that situation where it is. Or do like everyone else who can't stand the new, obnoxious, stuck up Mel and block/delete me. Wunna is amaze me doh…reason to me that I need backbone cus I am too nice and when I do develop it and tell wunna I really can't handle the crap anymore y'all get pissed at me and tell me off. It wud have been a lot better if you'd just left me how I was doncha think? No need for all this unnecessary drama at all. And then you all say you treat me this way to help me be strong. Sorry but real friends don't do that. If you were my friend you'd accept me how I am and not make me miserable trying to "toughen" me up.

Bedtime tho. Too much wuk to do in the morning. Ciao!