Oh piss it.

I'm in the most ridiculous mood today. I'm at work so I can't scream with fustration or cry as I would like. So instead I'm blogging.

It's just one of those days I hate being me. I feel ordinary. Unattractive. Miserable. Like Mr Cellophane. I'm UPSET!

And there's no one particular reason for this. It's a whole host of reason. Lately I've been feeling so down with everything that's been happening with everyone around me. I'm twitchy. Snappy. My good goes from happy ding dong to scraping the barrel bottom within seconds. Why am I feeling this way??

Why do ppl suck so immensely!?? Why am I so emotional???!! I feel like I felt at 19 when I was going through the worst period of my life. 4 years ago...the more things change the more they stay the same.

I'm wrecked. Drama queen? I feel to say to hell with people who are always so quick to label ppl like that. Prima donna even. Where are your friends when you need them. I need some fuel.

I'm so tired...so wasted. I just want to put my head down and sleep for the next week.

Why can no-one keep their promises....

Why can't I laugh anymore?

Where have all the bloggers gone?

No seriously....where is everyone? Marcus? Rhonda? Govan? Daana?

Nehoos.....I recently got into Lost the series....it's interesting....Actually over the past 3 weeks I've been holed up in my room at every possible free moment watching Season dvds of Lost, House M.D. and Prison Break. I'm behind....I know this....but it's working for me. Cus now instead of going week to week like everyone else did wondering what was gonna happen next I can just watch and watch to my heart's desire and ultimate fulfilment. So YAY me!

I'm looking forward to the release of 300. Olmpus VIP will be getting my 20 bucks for sure this time....hope it's not a huge disappointment :(

If I could just lose 10 pounds I would be so happy....and feel even more motivated to lose even more weight. Just 10 is all I asking for now ya know Lord.

I've decided I'm going to head to New York for two weeks of my vacation to see my darling big sister. Yes we all know we're not actually related but the love we have for each other is that great so bah to you all!

Turns out the time when I am away will be the same time the bf will be away on a family cruise so there won't be too much pining as we'll both be occupied. I'll be blowing my mind with endless shopping and he'll be....island hopping. Bleh. Who's gonna be having more fun I ask you?

And God is a gangsta.

That's all.