All hell has broken loose.

Well it's official. For all those who didn't know let me just give you the update. yours truly is a selfish good for nothing whore who will never amount to anything. I am more than likely having sex with 3 or more guys while partying my life away at whatever club happens to be open during the day. yes all these things I manage to do before 10 at night when I am in for the night that is unless I am working with kids.

I am inconsiderate rude and of no help or of any consequence to anyone around me. And I have pretty much done nothing with my life and therefore it should be clear to everyone that I have no ambition. I also don't care what ppl think about me and am intent on living my life however I want with whomever I want and always have been.

I am stupid, retarded, fat, red, a b*tch and above all else NOTHING.

Wow it's damn good thing I got someone to tell me all these things cus clearly I had some serious misconceptions of myself that I was fairly decent person who's biggest crime was not going to church on Thursday nights as often as I should, going online at the strangest hours and spending time with people who choose not to judge me. *shrugs* Then again what the hell do I know rite?

I sincerely wish I was leaving Barbados this year.

Song of the moment....Kirk Franklin's Can You Hold Me Now.....god.