The Cursed Flu

 

that's right. back again to make my life miserable. was feeling so well over the past few weeks and then BAM!! the flu sneaks up on me. needless to say I am back home from retreat since the only place I like to be when I am this sick is in my beddy bye. :S And I really won't be of any help to the kids sniffling and sneezing all over em. So Gail sent me home.

God I feel miserable. :s I know I know there are ppl out there worst off than me but still....rite now I guess I am only thinking about me and how bad I feel. *shrugs* what I wouldn't give to have some ice cream to soothe my throat :(

neways..so just the other night I was thinking about the ppl I know who have really loving relationships or at least are heading in that direction. And it made me really happy to know that they have each other. Funnily enuff it did not depress me as it would have in times past. I just realised I was able to appreciate somethign for what it represents even if it has no relevance to my situation.

I guess I said that just to say that if ur in a relationship of ur at least communicating with someone who seems to have a future in them then go with it. The world is a really hard place to be in sometimes and it's nice ...no...it's amazing when you have someone who respects and loves you to walk with you. Yes God can do that as well but it's nice to have the physical being as well.

I must really be sick to be talking this nonsense LOL.

 
....I want ice cream :'(

 

...and so the week is drawing to a close. It's been a great week is all I can say. Worked quite a bit so the bank account is smiling along with me lol. My cousin left this morning for Trinidad so I have my room back to myself once again. It's CLEAN!! lol she had loads of luggage man. for a 40 year old mom she is actually kinda ok. just ok tho. ^o)

Had some recent drama..with my best friend Kim. but we sorted that out and we back on track as good as ever. ^__^

Well rite now I am rather excited since a certain..ahem feline may be coming home for summer. Missed seeing her last year since she smartly decided tto come down with a sudden cold thus  ruining my fun plans. Definitely gonna be looking to spend some time with her tho.

Summer looks like it's shaping up to be fun.

Youth retreat next week!!!!

 
Love and support going out to Soul Rebel (}) All the best girlie.

 
Contray to popular belief I have not run off to be with some elderly German tourist. He's actually just a bit older than me and he's Australian so there Kerry!!!:@
 
Nehoos the past few days have been something else. My cousin is in from the UK with her little girl who's about 2 and who is  a major pain in areas unmentionable...or in my case non existent. *eyeroll* this child is such a brat. I was here thinking little Harvey who I had to sit for a month was bad but this kid takes the cake the icing and above all the candles.  She just won't stop crying. :S
 
Still working hard at the babysitting gig trying to save some dough....for the future.
 
Bought like two new pairs of jeans cus I just felt the need to. Had a nice lil surprise when my aunt sent me a new beach wrap(the old one got accidentally thrown out a few weeks ago). it's really very colorful and fun looking so that's made me quite pleased lol. Got a matching top and all but that looks more like something u'd wear out than to the beach so I've put that up.
 
Sang for the first time in awhile at church last week when we had Youth Night. Sang two of my fave songs which were All my Life..can't remember the singer and I Could Sing of Your Love Forever. Apparently my voice is still pretty good considering I haven't sung in front of ppl for ...well years. So only God to thank for that.
 
Have a youth retreat coming up at the church in a couple weeks and our youth leader's roped me into being a counselor. 0_0 So a whole week in an enclosed environment with a bunch of 12 - 15 year olds. Lord help muh.
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Sometimes it is easier to tell ppl what it is they want to hear to avoid the amount of noise and confusion that comes with ur being honest I hate that I have to do it but life's been nice and quiet and joy filled up until now and I sorta wanta to keep it that way. So it seems the little white lies will have to continue......they're impossible to talk to anyway.
 
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Why would he shoot her down? The reasoning for this escapes me. :S
 
Well that's it for Miss Ana's so called life. ^__^

So life's been fairly quiet. and so have I. for once rite? ^__^


Not much to talk about where I am concerned. Got some disappointing news last week but I am over it for the most part.

this was just to let ppl know I am still alive.