Lord what a week. One of our clients is launching their services in two of the C'bean islands so it's been nonstop work from Day One. The thing is I am not even getting the worst of it. My co-worker is since she's my superior. (hey is that an oxymoron?) I am glad I am not her in any case. I dunno how she handles it. I'd have snapped ages ago. Thank God the work gets distributed between the two of us otherwise there might be murders.

Onto annoying coworkers tho...what the hell is up with them and taking instruction? It's not like you're asking them to do something for you...it's for the benefit of everyone in the company. So y the sour attitude to go along with it. And we all know I am not rude (I'm not. Hush!) so it can't be that my attitude to them is offensive because I do try my best to approach them as mannerly as possible...and yet with this one guy in particular he is just...nasty. The thing is when I first started working there we had actually become good friends and used to go out to lunch and talk about things. But over the past few months I realise his attitude towards me in particular has turned really awful and I am trying to figure out y that is. I am at the point now where I just have the urge to be rude back and not answer him when he calls my extension...which is what he does when I call his. I mean hello? Are we 12 now?

I am really trying not to bother about it but he's being a real so and so and it's driving me up a wall and working with him now is just like pulling teeth. When I ask him to amend something he does it in the sloppiest way possible and I have to go back to him time and again to change it and THEN he gets annoyed cus I have to keep coming to him. I can't send sloppy work to the client so of COURSE I have to hound him...I mean what else can I do. It's gotten to the point that even one of my bosses mentioned it to my superior. And asked y I don't just curse him and tell him where to get off. But how is that gonna make it better? Granted I would love to blister the man but it's not a very intelligent thing to do.

I dunno. I promised myself I wasn't gonna stress over it and yet here I am blogging like mad about it. It's the weekend. Let me put that aside for now.

Let me focus right now on certain ppl who are presently blistering me for forgetting I was supposed to go out with them last weekend. I can understand y they are pissed cus actually someone did the same thing to me recently and I was pretty pissed. They said sorry tho and I moved past it. And I wish that certain ppl would do the same to be honest. I am not trying to be mean but I could just do without the extra drama when I've got quite enuff going on at present.

And no I don't feel like talking about it. So please don't ask. I know that if I need to vent you're there and I'll come to you when I need to. If you're still there that is. *shrugs*

I don't feel myself these days...I have this odd feeling that I am changing too much as a person and for some reason even tho it's me that is changing I can't keep up with the pace....isn't that odd?

I used to be such a good friend...what happened to me?

This blog wasn't supposed to be downhearted in the least but cha look where it led to lol....

Neways bedtime. I'm being dragged into town by a gf of mine to go shopping...that's right...I said dragged. Town on a Saturday fails. Big time.