All bow to the Queen!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Between work and this sudden obsessive lack of trust issue I honestly feel like I'm losing my mind.

How could I be losing my mind at the tender age of 22?

And why is the netspeak of the British so damn insipid?

Me(to one of my former kids): What is it now?

Her: I g2g soz bibi!

Translation: I have to go. Sorry! Bye bye!

......what the hell?

SPEAK ENGLISH! YOU SPAWNED THE BLOODY LANGUAGE SO SPEAK IT!

*sigh*

I pray my head doesn't pop....I really do.

Alfred Hitchcock is....a boss.

And finally....even tho they do nuff junk I still value my friends. *eyeroll* :P weirdo.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

No matter how hard you want to....you just can't stop people from doing foolishness. I will say this tho.....if you as a person have so little respect for yourself that you will beg a man or woman - who by the way has treated you worse than dog faeces - to not stop flirting with you, then you my friend have serious problems. I would hate to think that anyone I regard as a friend would allow people to constantly have a reason such as that so that they can constantly be made fun of.

When will people learn the art of self-preservation and stop making fools of themselves for people who simply DON'T respect them? Why must I constantly bash my head against a wall trying to convince ppl NOT to stupidness for the sake of love? Or rather in the case of LUST?

And better yet why can't I just tell people these things to their face? Why do I have to come on here and vent? You know why? It's because right.....I can't say it again. I mean how many times I gotta say "Shut your mouth and stop giving them a reason to point and laugh. The SAME person you're hankering after is who is leading the pack. WHY give them that ammunitition."

It's time to cut people off. For pure stupidity. The situation calls for it.

In other happier news. I have the day off tomorrow. Pics of the event are sure to come :) and I've got a major project off my shoulders *tosses coffetti* .....only to be saddled with another one. *deflates*

Hopefully this week won't get any stupider.

Friday, March 17, 2006

Just who can you really trust?

I find myself asking that question a lot recently.

How can you trust a friend who remains friends or should I say "friends" with people who have seriously mistreated them? Is it the mark of maturity of a mark of stupidity? There's nothing wrong with being civil since it is the mature thing to do but to be remain friends? As in buddies? As in call on the phone to chat, hang out with them, be on msn with them all day and taking an active interest in their lives etc.....

I don't know if I could trust someone who did that....because while they're being ever so friendly with that person they're telling other people what that person did to them and why they can't stand them. Yet to the rest of the world they're the biggest of friends.

I've been hearing some strange and funny things lately.....maybe I am immature (big shocker there) but if I know someone has wronged me and shows no interest in making amends for it but wants to carry on like nothing happened I prefer to just end the so called friendship or relationship right there. At the very least I am being honest. To stick around with someone when you know you have badmouthed them in the past and vice versa and you continue to do it even now is just hypocritical.

But then again we've all been hypocrites at some point in our lives right? *shrugs*

So it's Friday and the hour of 4.30 quickly approaches. But not to worry.....there's still some time for some client to have some crisis so that I can run around like a headless chicken trying to solve it while they scream down my ear about why isn't it being done. Duh moron cus it takes 2 days to print that amount of flyers and unless u planning to print them in house and cut them down by hand with a scissors no printery here can help you.

Honestly tho people are so stupid and indecisive! Like this one guy has an ad for about a week and it has to go the papers today. Suddenly at 12pm today (past newspaper deadlines for artwork btw) he decides to say "Oh Melissa love don't you have a different shot you can use? I don't like this one!"

......and it took you a week to realise this? So of course I had to pull the ever so helpful, dutiful marketing rep who is REALLY interested in their bloody incompetence.

"Oh do you not like it? Well I'm not sure what to say because I honestly loved it. It shows just enough of the product I find. You get a bit of the front, a bit of the side and just a hint of the back of it - hmmmm? - oh no all of us in here loved it to be honest. Even the artist was saying he loved the way it turned out - hmmm? - go ahead with the shot? Oh ok. You sure? Oh lovely then. Thanks!"

Lord.


And now my throat is sore. What is this the flu?? Look. I survived about a whole month of being around countless people who were just oozing germs all over the place. And I can tell you right now that I am not interested in coming off such a stink JUST to get all nasty and fluey! Flu begone!


Hopefully copious amounts of Coke will flush it out :) (riiiiiiiight)

Full, fun weekend ahead. BBQ on Saturday and picnic on Sunday. And somehow I get the sneaky feeling that pics will be taken because certain red people with sticks just plain....evil.

Off to church! Should be a blast.

Have a great weekend All!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

You ever felt so tired and wasted that you literally could not keep your balance? And between the hours of 8 - 4.30 you're moving lightning fast but after that you're dead to the world?

This truly has been the week from hell. I'm just feeling so listless and drained and totally not my usual chipper happy go lucky self (cease that laughing this instant!)

Maybe I'm just in need of coffee?

I'm feeling unfulfilled. Like basically I've done nothing with my life that I have wanted to. No uni, no degree no nothing that I wanted by the time I was 22. It seems all my friends are busy getting their degrees in subjects they love and I am here slaving my life away on a job that should I die tomorrow (Heaven forbid) that I will be replaced in no time and it's not like anyone would flinch! I mean sure everyone is all like "Mel this" and "Baby girl that" "Sweetness pass me a CD" but honestly life would go on ya know?

Cripes I so tired I'm overthinking every damn thing. :(

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

....and I guess that's why they call it the blues....

Don't wish it away
Don't look at it like it's forever
Between you and me I could honestly say
That things can only get better

And while I'm away
Dust out the demons inside
And it won't be long before you and me run
To the place in our hearts where we hide

And I guess that's why they call it the blues
Time on my hands could be time spent with you
Laughing like children, living like lovers
Rolling like thunder under the covers
And I guess that's why they call it the blues

Just stare into space
Picture my face in your hands
Live for each second without hesitation
And never forget I'm your man

Wait on me girl
Cry in the night if it helps
But more than ever I simply love you
More than I love life itself


*sigh*

This song is so unbelievably sweet.